So it has been a while since I have written one of these I admit the last date was actually was Nov 6 2007. Now on to more important things. I can not seem to write a good poem lately. I am having no triggers or inspirations to write. I keep getting ideas but they wont get on paper right. I get two or three lines in and it all fades to black. Its like my eyes cant see inside anymore, there is a cloud of black and through it is the source of my muse and that muse is being suffocated by the darkness that once fed it. Along with that I am learning guitar but I sliced my fingers on these nasty old rusted strings. So I need new strings and i am still looking for a teacher in Photo shop I have determined I have no skill to teach myself so yeah. If I ever get a good idea far enough to add a new poem I will. I have a pretty sloppy erotic one, another about fire, and one about hand grenades, all three need a lot of work before being up to my sucky standards so until then there wont be much coming from this slow corner of the world